dId I tell yOu..

..that Our 1st ever Video is finished? It is It is It is! and it turned Out better than One could have imagined. thanks to: www.bernhardrappold.at.

sO. this is really exciting. Otherwise: a lazy day with two hOurs for myself. felt weird!!!

and nOw.
good Nighters

<3
ME.

sUn

Picture: Florian Fossel

I knOw!

I made a promise. this was: to post on here every day. from then on (like what? 2 weeks ago?) Ok. But: in my mind, when I wrote that promise, I also wrote "for the next month" or maybe even "for the next week". Alright. It didn't show up in the pOst. and that means: I made a promise to write On here (in here, out of here) every single day for the next decade (or longer). BUT: yesterday I forgot. and I am really and terribly sOrry for that. but I have a great excuse. I guess.
So: I might forget again. I hope not. I am sorry. I am not a promisebreakeress.

And: thank you for writing me sweet messages, and coming here, and checking out my stuff and wanting to hear more. I'm SO wOrking On it. I guess "stay tuned" is the thing tO say right nOw. and be prepared!

thank you thank you.

gOOD night
<3
ME

trip

to the countryside. almost forgot what trees look like.

I am A

Shy.
I'm so shy.
Changed my ways
many times.
Tried to walk ahead of you.
Tried to kiss you all night through.

Tried to inhale you.
I always tried to inhale you.
There was no reason to
not to trust in you.

I'm dragging my wishes
Through deep steps in my mind.
My name is yours now.
Never to escape.


Ok. here are some lyrics. This feels weird. the very last track I wrote for Messiah. Just before the last day of recording.



<3
ME.

..

sometimes it's better to say nothing. i guess.
and. people who know me also know that this is really hard for me.

but: i did aerial yoga today (hanging in/on/under ropes, try to do yoga, breathe deeply, and also trying not to make a complete idiot out of myself.)
my ooommm at the end was the loudest. and longest. and lowest. wonder where this is coming from.

stop.

life is gOOd!
ME